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The first times joining mother and her friends on their “girl’s

The first times joining mother and her friends on their “girl’s

Relatable….When all the boys boys brought Playboy magazines

Relatable….When all the boys boys brought Playboy magazines

I remember staying over at my aunt’s and because my mother

I remember staying over at my aunt’s and because my mother

A mother any boy should be lucky to have.Dressing him in her

A mother any boy should be lucky to have.Dressing him in her

Being raised by a strident feminist single mother, it would take

Being raised by a strident feminist single mother, it would take

While father was around, he never would have stood for mother

While father was around, he never would have stood for mother

Reminiscent of so many boyhood dreams that caused me such anxiety

Reminiscent of so many boyhood dreams that caused me such anxiety

Mother always promised it would be the last time. How such anticipation

Mother always promised it would be the last time. How such anticipation

Mother’s greatest joy in life, was something that so greatly

Mother’s greatest joy in life, was something that so greatly

Mother was wrong when it came to not only always outright dismissing,

Mother was wrong when it came to not only always outright dismissing,

Things you can relate to as a fairy…It felt like you were

Things you can relate to as a fairy…It felt like you were

Things you can relate to as a fairy….Where all boys occasionally

Things you can relate to as a fairy….Where all boys occasionally

A very disconcerting and confusing vacation with mother indeed.

A very disconcerting and confusing vacation with mother indeed.

Memories of having a poster very much like this one, on my bedroom

Memories of having a poster very much like this one, on my bedroom

The sleepovers among us sensitive, introverted boys, were very

The sleepovers among us sensitive, introverted boys, were very

Memoirs of a fairy. Those times I found myself alone at home

Memoirs of a fairy. Those times I found myself alone at home

Father, a successful airline pilot, often bemoaned that the generation

Father, a successful airline pilot, often bemoaned that the generation

Things you can relate to when your boyhood bestfriend was a girl….You

Things you can relate to when your boyhood bestfriend was a girl….You

You know you were always a fairy, because just like girls did,

You know you were always a fairy, because just like girls did,

You know you were always a fairy, because just like all the girls,

You know you were always a fairy, because just like all the girls,

Much of the time mother made me over, I would come to stare at

Much of the time mother made me over, I would come to stare at

It was bad enough having to go to Susan’s party in a dress,

It was bad enough having to go to Susan’s party in a dress,

Stepmother always appeared greatly amused whenever I happened

Stepmother always appeared greatly amused whenever I happened

Things you can relate to as a fairy.When you matured, you grew

Things you can relate to as a fairy.When you matured, you grew

Evocative of the summer that mother sent me to a camp for boys

Evocative of the summer that mother sent me to a camp for boys

Boy’s forbidden thoughtsWhen I accompanied mother round one

Boy’s forbidden thoughtsWhen I accompanied mother round one

A holiday spent at a summer resort would be one of the most overwhelming

A holiday spent at a summer resort would be one of the most overwhelming

Begin at 17m43sFrom our opposing groups of friends in our town,

Begin at 17m43sFrom our opposing groups of friends in our town,

The tribulations of having a sister that was a tomboy….When

The tribulations of having a sister that was a tomboy….When

That overwhelming internal conflict I felt over that year I spent

That overwhelming internal conflict I felt over that year I spent

Growing up on mother’s collection of films, featuring all her

Growing up on mother’s collection of films, featuring all her

When I made friends with the other boys at school, and went over

When I made friends with the other boys at school, and went over

I always so hated when all the other boys at school, would make

I always so hated when all the other boys at school, would make

  Warm childhood memories of this, always watching it in the

Warm childhood memories of this, always watching it in the

Having spent most of my boyhood at the burlesque dance hall,

Having spent most of my boyhood at the burlesque dance hall,

Things you can relate to when your boyhood best friends were

Things you can relate to when your boyhood best friends were