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How disconcerting it was, when mother would tell me that I was

How disconcerting it was, when mother would tell me that I was

I remember a kid tv show I saw in my boyhood, where a group of

I remember a kid tv show I saw in my boyhood, where a group of

Where on the previous summer European vacation with mother, I

Where on the previous summer European vacation with mother, I

Boyhood memories of being home all alone, in one of his sister’s

Boyhood memories of being home all alone, in one of his sister’s

Always having been a sensitive, open minded young boy, with an

Always having been a sensitive, open minded young boy, with an

I remember those occasions among the other boys, ogling over

I remember those occasions among the other boys, ogling over

As a deeply reflective and thoughtful twelve year old boy, I

As a deeply reflective and thoughtful twelve year old boy, I

How disturbing it was, having always been so scrawny and painfully

How disturbing it was, having always been so scrawny and painfully

Teenage angst …..but not like you would expect it.While

Teenage angst …..but not like you would expect it.While

It would only be in hindsight, that I knew that the lady who

It would only be in hindsight, that I knew that the lady who

As a shy, sensitive boy, you always had to hide how different

As a shy, sensitive boy, you always had to hide how different

When alone with mother, she was always a formidable obstacle

When alone with mother, she was always a formidable obstacle

Reminiscent of the days off school, home all alone. Where all

Reminiscent of the days off school, home all alone. Where all

A boy feeling such disconcerting emotions, knowing he didn’t

A boy feeling such disconcerting emotions, knowing he didn’t

Relatable: How you so hated it when you were bullied for being

Relatable: How you so hated it when you were bullied for being

For a birthday, having been taken out to a restaurant by mother

For a birthday, having been taken out to a restaurant by mother

A true fairy comes to know, not only to fear the bullies among

A true fairy comes to know, not only to fear the bullies among

How if I had seen such as ad in my younger teenage years, it

How if I had seen such as ad in my younger teenage years, it

The perfect gift for shy, sensitive boys, who are insecure in

The perfect gift for shy, sensitive boys, who are insecure in

Memories of us shy boys. Emotional and sensitive, more like a

Memories of us shy boys. Emotional and sensitive, more like a

The display of female sexuality was always disconcerting to a

The display of female sexuality was always disconcerting to a

Always having been the shy, scrawny boy at school with the ponytail,

Always having been the shy, scrawny boy at school with the ponytail,

When your father gave you a beer for the first time….……

When your father gave you a beer for the first time….……

If you would have seen us friends in our everyday lives, you

If you would have seen us friends in our everyday lives, you

When all the other boys got the latest video games for their

When all the other boys got the latest video games for their

When I got the devastating news, that I had a hormone imbalance,

When I got the devastating news, that I had a hormone imbalance,

I had never seen mother so aghast and overcome with regret and

I had never seen mother so aghast and overcome with regret and

Watching every beauty pageant with my mother in my childhood,

Watching every beauty pageant with my mother in my childhood,

Throughout the initial period I began secretly dressing in my

Throughout the initial period I began secretly dressing in my

The effect of makeup, hair extensions, a dress and high heels,

The effect of makeup, hair extensions, a dress and high heels,

Memories of my innocent younger years. A boy home all alone,

Memories of my innocent younger years. A boy home all alone,

Things came to ahead at the most unfortunate of times. With mother

Things came to ahead at the most unfortunate of times. With mother

Things you can relate to growing up as a fairy….How in

Things you can relate to growing up as a fairy….How in

I was always the shyest of boys at school, but all my friends

I was always the shyest of boys at school, but all my friends

It was barely into my teens, when on a weekend away, sightseeing

It was barely into my teens, when on a weekend away, sightseeing

“Mother’s delicate flat-chested princess”It was known among

“Mother’s delicate flat-chested princess”It was known among