I was madder at myself than anyone could be mad at me for what

I was madder at myself than anyone could be mad at me for what

The desire to inflict pain upon myself is just so immense, it’s

The desire to inflict pain upon myself is just so immense, it’s

I’ve spent my whole life making others happy and I have

I’ve spent my whole life making others happy and I have

God damn do I really fucking hate myself

God damn do I really fucking hate myself

Sometimes I wish the two of you saw the things I ever said about

Sometimes I wish the two of you saw the things I ever said about

Yaaayyy I hate myself again!

Yaaayyy I hate myself again!

I could use some attention. Sex. Alcohol. Cuddles. Kisses. I

I could use some attention. Sex. Alcohol. Cuddles. Kisses. I

The more frequently I catch myself depressed at work, the more

The more frequently I catch myself depressed at work, the more

Really wish I had a mate. Like a life mate. I know things in

Really wish I had a mate. Like a life mate. I know things in

 Not sure if I want to hurt myself because I want to punish myself

Not sure if I want to hurt myself because I want to punish myself

 Okay I definitely want to hurt myself, because I want to punish

Okay I definitely want to hurt myself, because I want to punish

Today in Donnie’s poor attempts at self care, I got myself

Today in Donnie’s poor attempts at self care, I got myself

the past few months has been me trying to teach myself that it’s

the past few months has been me trying to teach myself that it’s

I’ll never forget the first experience of touching myself with

I’ll never forget the first experience of touching myself with

I haven’t hit myself in a while so that’s good hurting

I haven’t hit myself in a while so that’s good hurting

remanence-of-love: I always stop myself before I can fail. I

remanence-of-love: I always stop myself before I can fail. I

myannoyances:Okay, say it with me: My mental health problems

myannoyances:Okay, say it with me: My mental health problems

myannoyances:Okay, say it with me: My mental health problems

myannoyances:Okay, say it with me: My mental health problems

I hate that I tell myself I’m not gonna do something. Then

I hate that I tell myself I’m not gonna do something. Then

I went to the ER by myself tonight,I managed to drive myself.

I went to the ER by myself tonight,I managed to drive myself.

ileftmyheartinwesteros: I went to the ER by myself tonight,I

ileftmyheartinwesteros: I went to the ER by myself tonight,I

I’m really not looking forward to my husband going back

I’m really not looking forward to my husband going back

I’ve been experiencing insane amounts of self hatred lately

I’ve been experiencing insane amounts of self hatred lately

Over the past couple weeks I’ve been getting to that point

Over the past couple weeks I’ve been getting to that point

I dunno what’s different now than all the other suicidal thoughts

I dunno what’s different now than all the other suicidal thoughts

I literally just wanna off myself I hate myself so much

I literally just wanna off myself I hate myself so much

Me, getting a self-harm impulse: look man I can stab myself in

Me, getting a self-harm impulse: look man I can stab myself in

Haha I fucking hate myself so fucking much I just wanna set myself

Haha I fucking hate myself so fucking much I just wanna set myself

There may come a day where I don’t hate myself and want to

There may come a day where I don’t hate myself and want to

Photographs of myself?

Photographs of myself?

I don’t know why I do it to myself. I got rid of them all

I don’t know why I do it to myself. I got rid of them all

I’m finding my way. I’m making major life decisions,

I’m finding my way. I’m making major life decisions,

I’ve been feeling ridiculously aroused lately. Which is

I’ve been feeling ridiculously aroused lately. Which is

I’m proud of myself. I made the decision to start getting

I’m proud of myself. I made the decision to start getting

I’m trying to make lots of little changes to help improve

I’m trying to make lots of little changes to help improve

I just keep spiraling down and down.Struggling with getting myself

I just keep spiraling down and down.Struggling with getting myself