I’m not suicidal in the, “at risk” way. I’m too much
In a weird twist of events, I’m going to be hooked up in an
lindowyn replied to your post: In a weird twist of events, I’m
I am due to be on vacation by the middle of tomorrow. Part of
The good news is that if you’re fourteen floors up, it is nearly
Here is what Giants baseball is like. With the most reliable
The problem with having multiple days scheduled where I absolutely
-is suicidal and angry again-Yeah, this is probably not good.
I’m always pretty embarrassed when things are bad enough that
Today is the twelfth anniversary of me being sick. That’s half
There is no concrete hope surrounding any of my medical adventures
Aaand I’m back to the level of health where thinking is a serious
I keep staring at my inbox and not being able to come up with
My doctor suggested cutting back on treatment before I got driven
My usual response to stress is to bottle it up until it explodes
Fun fact that isn’t so fun: Today is the day I recognize as
I think it used to be simpler. Wanting to be dead and gone because
I sure do love watching my health deteriorate while all of the
Take #… I don’t know, it’s honest feelings time in
How the fuck do people deal with anger?Hurting myself is the
I just want to shoot myself in the head. I know it’s the depression
Okay. Let’s try this again. But healthy-like.…Which,
My physical pain is competing with my emotional pain to see which
Can’t take the antidepressants because A, I don’t want to,
Considering I completely lost it and, uh. left, I probably should
I guess it makes sense for a suicide prevention line to be busy
Geez, I don’t even know what’s wrong. My head just keeps
I wish the IVs didn’t make me feel so damn useless. Moving
Friendly reminder Frisbee exists and is, in fact, perfect.
savalkas replied to your photoset: He’s a big pup! :3
“So this can be used to help pain, but it’s probable that
ghostmartyr:I have tickets. It is happening.
And we have progressed to “I wish I had a gun.”Well fuck.The
“x is totally a fandom” is my personal tag, for those
Spraying burning stuff up your nose every two hours for three
No chapter, and no inbox.Yesiree, good choices all around.Though