 
 I can’t even see commercials on TV with babies in them without
	
		 
 Will it ever stop hurting to see “negative”?:’(
 
 So i finally got the courage to call and make an appointment
 
 Every time I get my period, I just want to curl up into a ball
 
 In the midst of the god awful nightmares I’ve been getting
 
 Well at the last minute my husband got the OK to go with me to
 
 Christ I’m having to jump through goddamn hoops just to get
 
 i have PCOS. I have 49 cysts on my left ovary, which would explain
 
 I’m so anxious about my appointment. I’m hoping my doctor
 
 My boss randomly asked me if I had kids yesterday and it really