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If I could just… stop thinking for ten seconds, that would
I think this month’s deceptively timely responses in the post-chapter
-stares at new patient forms-I’ve seen this practitioner before.
I like to forget I have social anxiety problems.Agreeing to spend
People friending me post-game in Overwatch and then wanting to
…Yeah, I just seem to be in a place of “can’t” with…
I miss writing fanfic.That’s it, that’s the entire post.
I’ve spent Easter writing 2000 words of an incredibly self-indulgent
Every once in a while, there comes these slight inklings that
Step One: Do not trip while skating.Failed step one.Ow.
My evening’s mostly been me explaining to myself that I would
I’m not suicidal. I’m not. I’m not, I’m not, I’m not.Fuck.It’s
Sort of hard to keep digging a funk deeper when everyone insists
Sometimes I’m scared I’ll never be okay. Not with the health
Fuck it, I wish I were dead. There’s no way I can do this year.
tfw things are okay for two seconds, maybe even better than okay,
I can’t scream out loud because I live with enough people that
I mean, if you look at it logically, it isn’t necessarily that
Can I go a day without wanting to kill myself, please.Why are
I want to die I want to die I want to die.I can’t die because
Every time I stop writing I want to die, and I do not have the
I was supposed to see my shrink tomorrow, but scheduling mishaps,
So for those of you who have been tracking my psychological meltdowns
tea-kitten: when you start shipping something you know is totally
I believe the time to give up and admit my own hopelessness is
Victory is mine.
Depression is back with bells on. Does that make sense? I don’t
It’s been a week for things. I guess I’m doing my
My therapist’s office believes in asking patients what
I can’t tell if I’m suicidally depressed because
The fantastic thing about chronic illness is that if you find
On what to bring to a new medical office:Medication List: It
There’s a lot of stuff I’m finally going over with my therapist.
The Easter Frisbee is here.
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