That sad moment when

That sad moment when

My oc got that 1 note pussy 😔

My oc got that 1 note pussy 😔

alien-empress:  bapt-ism:  fleur-morte:  jarrodis:  Saturday

alien-empress: bapt-ism: fleur-morte: jarrodis: Saturday

 A whole bunch of T&B people have been unfollowing me recently.

A whole bunch of T&B people have been unfollowing me recently.

I think what kills me about the shittiness of this summer is

I think what kills me about the shittiness of this summer is

I hate how lonely I feel. Sometimes I have this phantom need

I hate how lonely I feel. Sometimes I have this phantom need

I need a friend who is willing to be close to me as in check

I need a friend who is willing to be close to me as in check

it’s just like………………….

it’s just like………………….

I get it, I’m unstable and I’m not really a person.

I get it, I’m unstable and I’m not really a person.

I miss having friends.  I don’t even miss specific friends,

I miss having friends.  I don’t even miss specific friends,

I could be spending my night calling out racist assholes with

I could be spending my night calling out racist assholes with

I’m not worth saving. Everyone knows it that is not blessed

I’m not worth saving. Everyone knows it that is not blessed

i can’t actually survive financially. i get some money

i can’t actually survive financially. i get some money

 oh yes yes totally want to be alive when the housemate that

oh yes yes totally want to be alive when the housemate that

ugh i’m so lonely i just wish i had one friend in particular.

ugh i’m so lonely i just wish i had one friend in particular.

Does anyone here who’s trans go through phases where you

Does anyone here who’s trans go through phases where you

I can’t tell if it’s worth contacting a few people

I can’t tell if it’s worth contacting a few people

is there going to be a time that I don’t feel absolutely

is there going to be a time that I don’t feel absolutely

where’s the point where I lose so many people that I just

where’s the point where I lose so many people that I just

life is great there’s flyers all over campus for an event

life is great there’s flyers all over campus for an event

I just had a horrifying dream featuring ex friends AGAIN only

I just had a horrifying dream featuring ex friends AGAIN only

i had a group project that i was supposed to present with people

i had a group project that i was supposed to present with people

Im so fucked up and lonely that I’m getting upset over

Im so fucked up and lonely that I’m getting upset over

I hate that I keep handing in things late, because I’m

I hate that I keep handing in things late, because I’m

I’m not even triggered over this btw.  If that makes anyone

I’m not even triggered over this btw.  If that makes anyone

took awhile but I can finally initiate touching, which is cool.

took awhile but I can finally initiate touching, which is cool.

 I’m crying, because I got a B+ in a class and I’m

I’m crying, because I got a B+ in a class and I’m

agenderreid:  trying to ask my parents to help me with rent bc

agenderreid: trying to ask my parents to help me with rent bc

talk about assault idk  waking up is just weird at this point.

talk about assault idk waking up is just weird at this point.

this is so silly but I broke out kind of bad and I’m really

this is so silly but I broke out kind of bad and I’m really

so apparently the train that I need to get to work doesn’t

so apparently the train that I need to get to work doesn’t

I’ve also internalized that no one really wants to hear

I’ve also internalized that no one really wants to hear

 I’m doing pretty well on the putting up a decent front

I’m doing pretty well on the putting up a decent front

assault cw, nsfw text, tmi (overshare monday sorry)  I think

assault cw, nsfw text, tmi (overshare monday sorry) I think

I just had this wave of “I want to be a little bit normal

I just had this wave of “I want to be a little bit normal

still ffelin’ not great mmmmaaaaaaa fuckkkkkkkk I just

still ffelin’ not great mmmmaaaaaaa fuckkkkkkkk I just