gringophobia: so… i accidentally cared for 2 minutes and now
bluedragonkaiser: lennythereviewer: leetula: copperpossem:
I was going to work on cosplay and homework today, but instead
drags self across the floor. oh my god i feel like shit emotionally
I hate how lonely I feel. Sometimes I have this phantom need
What’s the fucking point? People don’t care about
I’m not worth saving. Everyone knows it that is not blessed
just had that cripplingly awful moment remembering that so many
uuuugh I can’t even do writing commissions at the moment,
yeah so like my parents gave me a little more money last month
ugh i’m so lonely i just wish i had one friend in particular.
I finally fell asleep and oh wow I woke up and everything is
i’m driving way too many people away to really think it’s
I saw a picture of my ex-housemate on instagram and it was sucha
still really fucked up over seeing a picture of an ex friend
I’m a week into the semester and I already had to pull
how do you deal with being haunted constantly like this? i don’t
Im so fucked up and lonely that I’m getting upset over
i can’t stop thinking about relapsing rn this is so great
cm spoilers god at one point after the episode I was sobbing,
suicide cw, assault cw jeeeeez I’m at the lowest low fuck.
brief assault mention idk I originally had plans about abandoning
agenderreid: trying to ask my parents to help me with rent bc
I witnessed a really fucked up thing at work today and I don’t
I like to think of myself as doing pretty okay with the whole
assault cw, nsfw text, tmi (overshare monday sorry) I think
I’m realizing how inadequate I am at my job, because it’s
hit one of those brick walls in which I’m just fucking
I legit feel sick and like im going to have another panic attack
so basically I had a panic attack earlier today and almost had
everything is awful and it’s not even my profession life
toward the end of the the latest episode of cm and now it’s
demigirljoseph: I’m trying to watch Haikyu!! But its also
I had a day off from feeling intensely suicidal and then I woke
Ah so I’ve felt some degree of suicidal for two weeks now
gulps nervouslyI’m having difficulty trusting my partner rn